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nimdreamsI have this weird feeling of wanting to be bound to people. Like a human snatching a selkie's fur. At the same time I want to be free and run away. These two feelings are fighting each other within me.
I think I've been bound as a fae multiple times, and there was always deep heartbreak when I inevitably outlived the human and returned to the wilderness. Being bound feels like a love where you'd give your life for someone. It is obsessive. At the same time I am called. Called to freedom as the wind sings in my ears and the open world beckons me to join in feral dances.
This is actually a recurring theme in my dreams. Being captured and then torn between running away and staying.
I think I've been bound as a fae multiple times, and there was always deep heartbreak when I inevitably outlived the human and returned to the wilderness. Being bound feels like a love where you'd give your life for someone. It is obsessive. At the same time I am called. Called to freedom as the wind sings in my ears and the open world beckons me to join in feral dances.
This is actually a recurring theme in my dreams. Being captured and then torn between running away and staying.
