![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nimdreamsI have come to the conclusion for now that besides having one kintype, I am constelic. Depending on who you ask they give different definitions of this term. Some say it is a different way to say kin for fun, but that is not the definition I identify with.
My identity is very fluid. I have been trying to settle as one 'type since I joined the community 6,5 years ago. I have questioned a lot, experienced a lot of experience taking, and a couple of identities circulate all the time.
In the constelic identity, these different identities are called constels or stels for short and I realized I have many of them. Now that I am aware of this, I wonder if this experience keeps on persisting or that since the veil has been lifted, it won't happen as much. As the dreamer archetrope, daydreaming is an important part of me, and these constels very much happened through fantasizing. I don't really want that to stop.
All the identities I have talked about so far, I now consider stels. Faery, elf, fox spirit, star, and many more I have never talked about. My kintype is a shapeshifter, so I do connect some of my forms to that still, such as fox and hare. The difference between my kintype and my stels is my dreams vs daydreams. Things that I have experienced connected to my dreams and in them, are part of my kintype, and the noemata that seems to come to me from my imagination and shifts I get during the day of things from daydreams, are constels. I worried that having part of my alterhuman identity be based of my big imagination would be less valid for some reason, but I am trying to accept this as it is.
Dividing my experiences into dreams and daydreams feels very euphoric for my dreamer archetrope and right now I feel really good about this, but who knows what the future may hold. I am very fluid in my identities so I hope the label of constelic will give me enough room to play with.
My identity is very fluid. I have been trying to settle as one 'type since I joined the community 6,5 years ago. I have questioned a lot, experienced a lot of experience taking, and a couple of identities circulate all the time.
In the constelic identity, these different identities are called constels or stels for short and I realized I have many of them. Now that I am aware of this, I wonder if this experience keeps on persisting or that since the veil has been lifted, it won't happen as much. As the dreamer archetrope, daydreaming is an important part of me, and these constels very much happened through fantasizing. I don't really want that to stop.
All the identities I have talked about so far, I now consider stels. Faery, elf, fox spirit, star, and many more I have never talked about. My kintype is a shapeshifter, so I do connect some of my forms to that still, such as fox and hare. The difference between my kintype and my stels is my dreams vs daydreams. Things that I have experienced connected to my dreams and in them, are part of my kintype, and the noemata that seems to come to me from my imagination and shifts I get during the day of things from daydreams, are constels. I worried that having part of my alterhuman identity be based of my big imagination would be less valid for some reason, but I am trying to accept this as it is.
Dividing my experiences into dreams and daydreams feels very euphoric for my dreamer archetrope and right now I feel really good about this, but who knows what the future may hold. I am very fluid in my identities so I hope the label of constelic will give me enough room to play with.
