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nimdreamsMy two homes are the Celestial realm and the Dream (realm). The Celestial realm is in a pocket universe, it is rather big and completely empty. Like you are floating in space and you see stars around you, but no matter which direction you go, you never reach them. Within this space are floating palaces to make homes, but because it is so big and there are so few inhabitants, you don't really meet anyone and it is a lonely realm.
In my own dark floating palace, I have a big room where I keep my dream orbs collection. Orbs that give of white light if the Dreamer isn't dreaming, yellow light for good dreams and dark purple light for nightmares. From this room I can look into these orbs and watch any kind of being that can dream from any universe, as in my noema the Dream connects to everywhere. I also am a dreamwalker and often enter the dreams of sleeping souls from this room. My orbs make me feel less alone, and going into their dreams as a dreamweaver with control over the Dream world, I can go on fun dream adventures with people.
I think this noema came to me, because I am severely chronically ill and I spend a lot of time alone, locked up in my apartment. The only ones I see are my husband when he is home, and the people I go on adventures with in my dreams. Most of my day, I am looking on my phone, a small window into other people's lives as I watch them in videos or read their stories. My noema is like a beautified reflection of my reality. And when I feel lonely now, I remember what true loneliness in the Celestial realm felt like and am so grateful to be able to contact people easily all over the world, just like I did with my dream orbs.
In my own dark floating palace, I have a big room where I keep my dream orbs collection. Orbs that give of white light if the Dreamer isn't dreaming, yellow light for good dreams and dark purple light for nightmares. From this room I can look into these orbs and watch any kind of being that can dream from any universe, as in my noema the Dream connects to everywhere. I also am a dreamwalker and often enter the dreams of sleeping souls from this room. My orbs make me feel less alone, and going into their dreams as a dreamweaver with control over the Dream world, I can go on fun dream adventures with people.
I think this noema came to me, because I am severely chronically ill and I spend a lot of time alone, locked up in my apartment. The only ones I see are my husband when he is home, and the people I go on adventures with in my dreams. Most of my day, I am looking on my phone, a small window into other people's lives as I watch them in videos or read their stories. My noema is like a beautified reflection of my reality. And when I feel lonely now, I remember what true loneliness in the Celestial realm felt like and am so grateful to be able to contact people easily all over the world, just like I did with my dream orbs.
