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nimdreamsI relate a lot to the stars, like star pronouns and see myself as a sort of star often. That is why I really love Stardust from Neil Gaiman. I do have the book, except I don't remember if it also happens in there, but in the movie they show that the fallen star Yvaine only has her human form in Faerie. Outside Faerie she'd just be stardust.
Now I don't believe in magic in our realm. I don't see it, I can't feel it, I can't reach it like I can in dreams. I feel like, if I could just go to Faerie, I'd actually be my true self again and not chronically ill or disabled, but healthy and have all of my magic and look like myself again. It's as if in this realm, I am stuck in my human glamor form. Hidden so well, that there is no way to derive from this vessel that it is truly fae.
Now I don't believe in magic in our realm. I don't see it, I can't feel it, I can't reach it like I can in dreams. I feel like, if I could just go to Faerie, I'd actually be my true self again and not chronically ill or disabled, but healthy and have all of my magic and look like myself again. It's as if in this realm, I am stuck in my human glamor form. Hidden so well, that there is no way to derive from this vessel that it is truly fae.
