Bond

[nimdreams]

In an episode of a show I watched recently, a dragon and her dragonrider die together. The dragonrider looks into the eyes of her dragon, sees her die, and then she falls with her to her own death. That image has been stuck in my head, and I got the noema of how right that feeling is. That I should have such a bond; to die together. That is the strength of the connection between an eidolon and their summoner. Except I am a fox spirit, and my summoners were human or elven. We never died together. They all died and I kept living.

Note: this isn't a past life, or a memory. It is a noema and it is just easier to describe it with such language.