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nimdreamsI feel very demonic today. The foxfae becomes a fox demon, not just in the eyes of others but her own.
I have periods where I feel like this, they come and they go. I've questioned being a demoness instead of fae before, but the feelings don't last. I think it's part of my fae side that sometimes surfaces more strongly. I still don't consider myself evil, but there is an exhilarating darkness to this.
Equally, I have periods where I feel very childlike, playful, cutesy and light. A good faery. My heart floats, and I jiggle with laughter. I feel like I twinkle like a star, my happiness and light spreading to everyone around me. The darkness then hidden within me for whenever the tables turn again, like the moon going through her phases.
I have periods where I feel like this, they come and they go. I've questioned being a demoness instead of fae before, but the feelings don't last. I think it's part of my fae side that sometimes surfaces more strongly. I still don't consider myself evil, but there is an exhilarating darkness to this.
Equally, I have periods where I feel very childlike, playful, cutesy and light. A good faery. My heart floats, and I jiggle with laughter. I feel like I twinkle like a star, my happiness and light spreading to everyone around me. The darkness then hidden within me for whenever the tables turn again, like the moon going through her phases.
