Some Seperate Entries In One
Dec. 17th, 2023 12:00 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nimdreamsOkay, but if I let myself be polykin I'd have 5 kintypes and 4 fictotypes besides being a shapeshifter spirit. Letting this sink in and it's very possible I'll just go with it.
My fictional identities for my character specific fictotypes feels like a dream. The experience for me is as if I was them in a long dream I had once. I did not act like I would awake. I only have vague ideas of what life was like before the source starts, and one character gets lobotomized and the other dies, so there is no life after for them either. The dream stopped there.
So I found out who my fictotype truly is, and it has been staring me in the face since 2000. This made me realize that the two I thought were my fictotypes, are actually synpaths and the characters I had as synpaths are (but one that I was also considering for fictotype) just characters I like or somewhat relate to.
I have actually been thinking about my alterhumanity a lot lately, which I often do in between more stable moments that are a lot shorter. For right now, I think I have got some of the bigger questions answered, so I might slow down a bit again. Don't know if I'll make a post going into it more than this vague update.
My fictional identities for my character specific fictotypes feels like a dream. The experience for me is as if I was them in a long dream I had once. I did not act like I would awake. I only have vague ideas of what life was like before the source starts, and one character gets lobotomized and the other dies, so there is no life after for them either. The dream stopped there.
So I found out who my fictotype truly is, and it has been staring me in the face since 2000. This made me realize that the two I thought were my fictotypes, are actually synpaths and the characters I had as synpaths are (but one that I was also considering for fictotype) just characters I like or somewhat relate to.
I have actually been thinking about my alterhumanity a lot lately, which I often do in between more stable moments that are a lot shorter. For right now, I think I have got some of the bigger questions answered, so I might slow down a bit again. Don't know if I'll make a post going into it more than this vague update.
