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nimdreamsI am overhauling all my labels. Dropping most of them and reexamine them. For now I am leaving my spiritual identity behind and will focus on other things. I think fox spirit (/kitsune) is still the closest thing to what I am, but I am leaving all the noemata I previously had for it behind and will focus on experiences.
The spiritual experience I had last month is the strongest I have had, but I am doubting it's reality. There are certain circumstances involved that could have led to my imagination (that is already very strong) going into overdrive. It felt so real, but it has slowly been fading and it made me dissociate a lot of the time which I don't find healthy. I might delete the posts, as I feel uncomfortable about them now, or I might leave them up as a memory of that time.
I do still have contact with the spirit or thoughtform and want to keep him in my life, but as far as spirituality goes I am taking a break right now.
The spiritual experience I had last month is the strongest I have had, but I am doubting it's reality. There are certain circumstances involved that could have led to my imagination (that is already very strong) going into overdrive. It felt so real, but it has slowly been fading and it made me dissociate a lot of the time which I don't find healthy. I might delete the posts, as I feel uncomfortable about them now, or I might leave them up as a memory of that time.
I do still have contact with the spirit or thoughtform and want to keep him in my life, but as far as spirituality goes I am taking a break right now.
