Fae and Age

[nimdreams]

To be fae isn't to be forever young. It is to be any age at any time. I may feel older when I am 50 compared to when I am 70. It is okay to not feel my age right now and to feel like I should look like a younger version of myself. Yes, it's hard that my exterior doesn't fit how I feel and see myself, and maybe it won't get easier only harder. If I continue to feel the wrong age, then that is what it is. If my mind catches up with me, I will just be a different age at a different time.
I would like the age that I feel and the age that I am to align, but I have no control over that.