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nimdreamsMusic plays an important role in my alterhumanity. Not only does it get me in a magical mood; singing and dancing are a huge part of my alterhuman expression. Both are quite taxing on my health, but I try to sing and dance as often as I can.
I feel like my voice should be utterly enchanting. Like a siren, my singing should affect humans. Any compliments I get for my singing voice mean more to me than I can possibly explain. The slightest negative comment brings me down immensely, and has in the past, stopped me from singing in public. Lately, I've been showered in compliments for my singing and it has made me feel very euphoric.
When my body was a little less broken I would dance for hours every single day. I'd put on music in my headphones and just dance and dance. I am not a great dancer, I never took serious classes, but for just moving around a bit I'd say I was quite good. I could enchant people with my dancing. Just like I should be able to as my true self. It felt amazing to go out and dance for the entire night. That is no longer possible for me. All I can do now is sway a little, perhaps dance for one song and then that is pushing my limit.
I am thankful for the joy of music. I know exactly which songs trigger what within me and can affect my shifts with the right tune. I listen to melodies for hours and hours, connecting to my Final Fantasy IX home, my fox side and my true self.
I feel like my voice should be utterly enchanting. Like a siren, my singing should affect humans. Any compliments I get for my singing voice mean more to me than I can possibly explain. The slightest negative comment brings me down immensely, and has in the past, stopped me from singing in public. Lately, I've been showered in compliments for my singing and it has made me feel very euphoric.
When my body was a little less broken I would dance for hours every single day. I'd put on music in my headphones and just dance and dance. I am not a great dancer, I never took serious classes, but for just moving around a bit I'd say I was quite good. I could enchant people with my dancing. Just like I should be able to as my true self. It felt amazing to go out and dance for the entire night. That is no longer possible for me. All I can do now is sway a little, perhaps dance for one song and then that is pushing my limit.
I am thankful for the joy of music. I know exactly which songs trigger what within me and can affect my shifts with the right tune. I listen to melodies for hours and hours, connecting to my Final Fantasy IX home, my fox side and my true self.
